Numb.

They say there comes a time in everyone’s life when they stop feeling, stop caring & just stop being happy. Most people feel it later on in life after they have tried everything, or been through pretty much everything. But I’m 20, so explain to me why I’m numb? Why I don’t care about finding happiness? Why I just don’t care anymore? Because I would love to know, I would love to be able to get out of this rut in my life. I know a lot of it is caused by my own choices but my choices were based on experiences. My experiences made me emotionless; but my choices afterwards caused the numbness.

I just want back what’s missing in my heart. I want to feel that spark again, I want my heart to be lighten up again, I want to hear my laugh. I just want my life back, myself back.

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